I know that this house is not a place for me. I have been trying to make it work for the past…. many years, assuming and blaming that I lack will power. I know that I am unfair to myself because, if I saw someone in my situation, I would not blame the person. But I am also aware that I am responsible to make S’s environment a little better until… I find my place. I should be kind and find my place.

Oberlin was beautiful yesterday.